It saddens me to inform everyone that Gene and I are divorcing. We had a few bad weeks in December and there was a lot of hurt. I thought that after some time in Seattle we would move forward with more focus on getting alone time together to reconnect- we've had two dates in a year, but he had already decided to call it quits, believing there was no chance of resolving things and fearing that our arguing was going to negatively impact the boys. He has now found someone else and they are in love, which hurts a great deal but also gives me hope that I will find someone too. I am truly devastated. I love him with all of my heart and would do anything to make things right, but that time has passed.
I don't know what the future holds, but I'm doing my best to stay strong for the boys. Unfortunately, the stress is depleting my milk supply and making it difficult for me to feed Odin. Thankfully, he's nearing 1 year where breast milk will not be as critical, but I hope to get my supply back soon. Gene is in the process of moving out and I hope that helps me relax.
I'm not sure if or when I'll continue the blog.
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